Sunday, April 15, 2012 @ 6:28 AM 0 stares
Friday
Friday morning went quite well. Woke up early cause I have to pack an undie since I dont have undies left at labangon. Took a bath and did some personal grooming [ I found my brown water-proof eyeliner btw. So i slid some of it on my eyes. It took me 3 times to really do the curve thing on my eyes until I got it perfectly right.] cause I thought friends would go pizza with me but *BUMMER* they didn’t. Waited for a v-hire at dust-blowing-everywhere road. Stupid mayor, they shouldn’t take that forever to repair this fuckin roads! They left dust everywhere and its irritating. Its like having DUST FOGS in the middle of the day. Finally, find one v-hire, took the back seat since it’s hard to fit in with the occupied ones.
Arrived at Ayala. Took a taxi to the clinic at Englis where Dok Joy is waiting *PATIENTLY since our appointment is at 1 and hey its already 2. haha But she welcomed us good inside the clinic. BADUM DUM* She took off my damn braces and god it felt really weird at first. I was actually sad cause I know that braces has some history and I had them on during my first to EVERYTHING. *fffffff Talked a bit about my retainers and why should I put them. I didn’t quite get everything she said cause IM TOO HUNGRY to listen to her craps. A few minutes later, i find myself running to Jolibee to eat lunch. I ate 2 sundaes and yeah, GLUTTONY again.
Took a 12L towards labangon. Stopped at Gaisano Tisa to let Rigel have his cut and me nails PEDICURED. *from frozen yellow, its now neon cherry pink* The salon was near the arcade and I just can’t help remember someone I used to play there. *just sad* IMY Katskins! :)* Went to Auntie’s house for dinner, played with Sparky for a bit since I really really missed that labrador and KingKog, too. * im gonna miss them esp when Im going to start terjer without them* and then went to sleep after. Got tired from that city heat.
Saturday
Saturday Morning was cold. I forgot Im in Bianca’s room where its always AIR-CONDITIONED. Played again with SPARKY and KingKong since everyone’s still asleep. Took bath and then woke up Rigel cause its time to go. We ate at Tapsilogan for breakfast since I haven’t tried anything there. Took a cab towards the clinic again cause Im such a lazy ass and just not in the mood to ride jeepneys. Bought some shades from some random man since I need to and cause I want to. And the heat is just nuts. Arrived at the clinic, waited for 2 hours just to have my retainers inside my mouth again. It tasted bad actually. I felt puking but decided not to cause thats disgusting. Took a cab to a clinic at SM just to have my X-rays. *Okay, this X-Ray Machine stuff is STUPID. They have to like force this disgusting film into your mouth and just push it on your salivary glands or idk what that part is but it sure did flood my mouth with salivas. *ew** She did it twice since the first one failed. So yeah, it was total flooding in my mouth. Went to that nearby mall just to see Dok Joel who’s going to pull my molars out. He greeted me and told me that I actually look thinner. *anorexia FTW haha He looked at the x-rays and decided not to pull my molars since its not ready yet or idk. But hey, they’re not going to stitch my gums thats cool, at least no puffy face, no pain relievers, no SOUP DIET and yeah NO STITCHES. *Stitches I mean the threads that they’ll be stitching in my gums, actual threads.* Hurray :’))
The APM mall has lots of good stuffs actually and I kinda bought one blouse. Yeah, just one. :”( Took a jeepney towards Ayala but went to IT Park instead. Stupid jeepney. I was quite astonished of the koreans there, they have their huge DSLRs and gosh If I could just have one. Ate lunch at KFC with Fiesta Pasta shizzz and a mash potato. Went to the nearby Krispy Kreme and bought a dozen for Mama. And now, a cab towards PUV Terminal at Ayala.
While I was at the v-hire already, a feeling of sadness just came in. People change, memories stay the same. Friends. Hangouts. Imissyousomuch.
Arrived at home, took a dip at the beach. It has waves coming in so yeah I had to swim. It took me only 10 minutes and then went home, bed. Dinner. Ate Halo-Halo with Liz. Watched pbb for awhile and then BED.
Friday, April 6, 2012 @ 6:10 AM 0 stares
So, I woke up at around 10 am because I slept 3 am watching videos which kinda left me crying like mad for idk hours. Just really annoyed when Naomi left Emily before summer vacation. and yeah its freaking fucking annoying as FFFFUUCCCCK! k. fuck
Ate corned beef for breakfast and listened to some new songs i’ve downloaded some nights ago. Seriously, I goota have lively music everyday so this body can stretch sometimes.
Lunch, then listened to musics at bed AGAIN and then fell asleep. Rigel woke me up for mass. I forced him to not join the acolytes since I dont wanna go mass alone. I didn’t took a bath cause its already 4 and gosh who knows when that mass will start with that bipolar priest. I decided to wear my skinnys and loose tee with matching havai. And that dogtag. yeah, that dogtag.
Arrived at church but stayed outside cause I saw Gio. Gio is my childhood friend, live near our block and graduated from Araneta. *Araneta Learning Center is where I graduated grade school and studied my 1st and 2nd HS years. 3rd and 4th at Saint Francis Academy and yeah where all bullshits happened.* We talked and talked and gosh I forgot I’ve never talked to Gio for like so many years already. His mom and mine are great DMI sisters and that quite made us close, too.
I went looking for my highschool barkadas but failed. I was hoping to see Ayn Rand so that I can hangout these days but again, failed. Syvelle too, whose going to celebrate her 19th this Tuesday and I dont know what to give to her. Im so broke at the moment.
Mass ended. Patay gutom mn ko so, I bought Tempura which me and Patrick, a childhood gay as in gayish boyfie of mine, shared. We quite had weird experiences with Patrick since his dad would always tease me to him. But I guess, he probably know why me and Patrick didn’t work out. It was me and Patrick who transferred at the same year at SFA but unfortunately he was placed in Sec B and I, on A. I actually envy his butt awhile ago. I mean he used to be this skinny gay who’s always clumsy and loves to sing. Idk what happened to him but he’s a fat-ass now.
Bought some nail polish “neon amarillo” char and colorless one. Annndd, painted my nails again with frozen purple. Puffed a bit at the veranda while waiting for that reply. *imissyou* AMAW! Called faye cause imiissher but seem occupied, too. Texted dearie but was on an BISITA IGLESIA.
And, still waiting for the reply. :|
Wednesday, April 4, 2012 @ 6:12 AM 0 stares
Tuesday, April 3, 2012 @ 6:14 AM 0 stares
so my original plan was just lay in my bed the whole day and pretend its not RELEASING FUCKING GRADES DAY at my school. But since I received a “goodmorning love” msg, so watever, my day is complete, nevermind. Thought of going to the city so douche won’t get mad but I think she did. She went mad after me leaving her without even saying “adios douche, Im going provincia na”, stay at her house for a pizza and talk about her tantrums about her gf having a summer job. So most likely, thats what I usually do before going back here. imy Janne Lachica.
Texted mamita if she would be so kind to just do the work and just text me my grades along with Yel. Im loving Yel now by the way. She’s not the weird girl anymore with that squeky voice who seem to work in cartoon network. [ well thats what I thought, can’t blame myself. FYI EVERYBODY THINKS OF HER THAT WAY].
Last Friday Passed HealthCare
Today
12:34 pm Passed ORGANIC CHEM at last! [INYERFACE LIBRES!] thanks to Sir Guino for all the chances of cheats. lol See yo in BIOCHEM sir!
3:57 pm ohforfuckssake PASSED STATISTICS. [ Pendang was quite fc calling me “PEPS” and “LOBIN YA” and thinking yeah he’ll pass me cause he’s obviously checkinmeout lol . HAHA]From 3.3 to 2.8 FTW yeah im proud of me.
and some minor subjects that I’ll pass anyways cause they’re MINOR?? And idk if I should be excited for lab mgt or be worried but hey, i did great on those small tests and that finals! So yeah, LAB MGT YOU BETTER LET ME PASS!
Friday, March 16, 2012 @ 8:48 AM 0 stares
So she broke up with me. END
So tired from that mind-blowing Pre-Fi and depressed cause I think everything is not in right condition. What happened last Friday was frankly unexpected from you. You completely despise me that much that you cant stand my prescence. I haven't even received any replies or calls from you for 3 days .At first thought, you were like that for 2 months and yeah I understand that. You got afraid, so you distance yourself. Im not actually mad for giving me those promises, Im just sad that I kinda felt worthless. You should have told me from the start so that I won't be feeling this expectations shattering.
You said that nothing would change but its like I dont know you anymore. I expected a lot from you cause I thought I deserve that kind of love. It makes me so sad cause I felt like I lost a sister.
"But with all honest, you were the only one that made me special that way. I'll never forget you, EVER. Thanks for everything. You’re the only person that ever made me feel anything, really feel. Even if it wasn’t always the best of feelings, you’re the only one who could make me smile or tear me down in three seconds flat. You’re the only person that can drive me crazy, in both good and bad ways. You’re the only person that ever made me feel like I didn’t have to try so hard. I could have fight for the two of us but I dont have the guts anymore. "
ILOVEYOUSOMUCH... so so much.
Friday, February 17, 2012 @ 6:22 AM 0 stares
Should have said, NO.
Should have stayed just the same.
If you’re afraid to fall hard for someone cause they might leave you, then don’t!
“Love is all about risks. Di diay ka mu risk pra nako?”
you once told me that and now you’re telling me right in my face that YOU’RE LIMITING YOURSELF KAY YOU’RE SCARED THAT I’LL LEAVE YOU LIKE ANYBODY ELSE DID? Then whats the point of this relationship???? Palibhasa, you didn’t lose someone very special and the next day everything just changed. Your life turned dead too as each day goes by. I don’t want to lose someone special to me again. And yeah, you’re special.
@ 6:18 AM 0 stares
I thought Im done with this feeling, but hey DISREGARDED we’ve meet again! People are the same no matter what, they’re all the same. They tell you you’ll get more closer when your in relationship but how come mine always fail? Why do I feel lonelier when in a relationship than when Im single?
I just don’t really get this at all.